All my hope
has turned to stone,
The world has left me
all alone.
I do admit
I once had a dream,
But no one is
what they seem.
I once possessed
the ability to trust,
But all those people
left me in the dust.
All my supposed friends
deserted me,
I sometimes wonder
how this could be.
I tell myself
this is all a dream.
How could people's actions
be so obscene?
Maybe if I just
play life by ear,
And ignore my reflection
in the mirror.
Everything
would be okay,
I wish that could happen
for at least one day.
I wish I could
forget who I was,
And turn my past
into a blurry fuzz.
Until then it will
continue to haunt me,
Until then I will be trapped
for I can never be free.